Ok, here's my thought on this. I used to be one who believed that you have 1 chance, if you are saved, you go to Heaven and live forever in joy, if you are not saved, then you go to hell and are in unimaginable pain for eternity. I'm starting to question that, and here's why.
If you had a dog that was completely disobedient, just rabid, and bit everyone, and no matter what you did, that dog would not change, would you send that dog to be thrown in a fire pit, and as.it yelped and howled in pain, you'd just let it stay there? or would you just put the dog out of it's misery and put a bullet to its head? Ok, now, ask yourself, would God, who IS love, be any different?
The average life span on earth is...80 years? So, if you are a sinner for 80 years, the "just" punishment is an eternity in a fire, and you will be there in torment and pain? think about an eternity....if you are there for 100 trillion years...that's not even the beginning of an eternity....a further 500 quadrillion years....and still, not even the beginning of an eternity.
So, that is the punishment for an 80 year life of disobedience?
Also, when the world was created, God was with the people, in that, from what I understand, people of that time could see the works of God with their own eyes. Then, Christ came and had his ministry, for about 33 years, and then after he was crucified, that was it, no more presence of Him. What we have is the Bible.
for, 2023 years now, all we've had is the Bible, which has been debated, interpreted, disagreed with, and we have how many different religions, that believe how many different things? For 2023 years, we have lived in a world where the presence of Christ hasnt been apparent, there's no real evidence left that He was even here, except for the Bible.
The part that does give me pause is that God doesn't send us to hell, we send ourselves. That is concerning, however...if this life really is a one and done sort of deal, if our entire eternity of either eternal joy or eternal torment are hinged upon the belief if God, who's presence has been not visible for over 2000 years, and the only thing we have is a Bible that has been debated all this time, if our eternity was that dire, then I would think He would be here, He would be known. Think about how many people have lived and died who have never heard of the Gospel. There are tribes on earth today who still haven't heard the Gospel. Are we to believe that they are going to be subject to eternal punishment when they have never even heard?
Then, you have the idea that, during this 2000 years, Satan has ruled this world, tempting and deceiving, and we are allowed to delve into the sins of this world, and the Bible is just a belief, and we are supposed to live by faith. Again, all we have is the Bible, no real presence of Christ.
Then look at all the disease and problems of this world. All the bad things that happen to people, really bad things and people have no relief. How are they supposed to feel when they do pray and ask God for help, and they never seem to get any. How does that affect what they believe? They are often told "your faith may not have been strong enough" or "maybe it's not in God's plan". That doesn't help people who are suffering.
We are led to believe that we have one chance, then, one day, without warning, Christ will return, and that's it...your eternity is sealed, without ever fully understanding the truth, just what preachers have told you, and you will be sent to either eternal joy or eternal punishment.
I just have a real hard time with that. Again, I would think if it is really that way, that God would have left us with real proof of his existence, rather that a Bible, which the world will try to debunk and interpret in various ways.
What if the truth is much more simple? I know people who attend the Church of God, and they believe that, when you die, you are not going to Heaven or hell, but rather, you will be in the grave, and at some people, everyone, according to their own time, will be resurrected, and Christ's kingdom will be set up on earth, and peoples minds will be opened, and you will then be given a choice, to either obey God, or not. If you choose to obey, then you will live in the new kingdom here on earth, if you choose not to obey, then you will be destroyed, snuffed out of existence, not put in eternal pain and torment.
THAT sounds more like a just and loving God to me, and a just punishment. You can choose the sins of this world and then at the end, you are just removed from existence, or you can choose God, and spend eternity with Him
In my original thought, it would make you wonder if some people got saved out of fear of the consequence, or out of a true change of heart? My last sentiment, to me, would lead me to believe that if your choice was based on eternal joy, or just removed from existence, or, eternal joy and eternal pain in hell, that people would make the choice to serve God, not out of fear, but because they really want to.
please.understand, these are just my own thoughts, and I'm not intending to lead anyone who is trying to find the truth, astray. Do your own dillengence, research, and prayer, and read the Bible. I'm merely trying to convey my own internal thoughts and struggles with the topic at hand.