There you go again, telling me what I cannot fathom and why I believe as I do. Get rid of the Meriweather in your head and LISTEN. I grew up in a family of atheists, Protestants, Buddhists, and Catholics. All my life is the reality that all people have different beliefs for different reasons. Even the Catholics in my family all saw Catholicism from different perspectives. I've told you before: I've never tried to convince anyone of anything--because what interests me are DIFFERENT PERSPECTIVES. It was a family, when faith came up, everyone listened to everyone's else perspective and shared their own.
Can you fathom that? Because if you can't, then you won't be able to understand that my research and study of the Bible has been all about listening to the perspective of the person who wrote the account, and also the perspective of the history and culture of that time--as well as the language and the etymology of words. You tell me that I want the Bible to be true--how clueless can you be!?! I ask you if you want it all to be false, and instead of sincerely considering and answering my question, you tell me what I want! Unbelievable.