I understand that you demented avenger subverted demoralized zombies have lost all sense of self-awareness, but allow me to clue you in on something you might not realize...
Your posts read like the ramblings of a crazed lunatic ravaged by some brain rotting degenerative disease, much like Quid Pro Joe the potato, but much more vicious and seemingly dangerous.
You should calm the fuck down, back away from the internet for a while, and try to recognize that you were TAUGHT to be like this.
Try to think back and realize exactly who did this to you, and perhaps reconcile with the FACT that they did you wrong.
You should do this before you harm others, or yourself.
Get well soon!