What we see in others and in the things around us can often mirror what we see in ourselves. It can be a reflection of self. What are you claiming? (1) No God. (2) No miracles. (3) Bible presents God as cruel. Wouldn't you prefer for me/all/most to accept these as truth?
Let's start with my preference. No, I have no preference about whether you remain an atheist or return to your family's faith. You appear to see people of faith as blind. Consider for the moment that this may be a mirror of your own blindness. Just for a moment. Try to see what we see.
1. I was born into a family of atheists and a family of faith. I wanted to meet God just as other Biblical characters did. I was a mere toddler when I began seeking. Years later, I found. I experienced the living presence of God. Once found, this is something one can never deny or shut one's eyes to or turn one's back on. It would be like denying the earth, moon, and sun.
2. The same is true with miracles. Experience a miracle and miracles others experience cannot be easily dismissed. I experienced miracles so I have no grounds to dismiss the miracles of others.
3. When I was working with the Jewish atheists whose primary language was Hebrew, my confusions about how God was presented in the Old Testament and my own experiences seemed to be in stark contradiction. Its difficult to do with the King James English, but try to read it from God's point of view, the Hebrew point of view. An entirely different perspective emerges. Once that perspective emerges, it eclipses the modern, Western culture, King James version and shines forth.
Do You Hear What I Hear is a Christmas carol that also includes the question, Do you see what I see?
We, as a people, do not all see/perceive the same thing. You do not see what I see, what people of faith see. But that not the main difference between us. The true difference is that I accept you do not see what I see. I accept you do not see God and have reached the conclusion there is no God and that you must proclaim this conclusion to others. I accept you see God, as portrayed in the King James English, as cruel and I understand why you do. I understand you do not see miracles as you have had no miracles in your own life--and therefore, no one else could have miracles in their life either.
If I can accept you cannot see--and all your conclusions stem from this--can you accept many can answer the song's question of Do you see what I see? with a resounding, Yes...
One of my favorite quotes: A conclusion is the point where you stop thinking. Once more, I have no preference of whether you are an atheist or a person of faith. My preference is that you at least consider that as a people we do not all see/perceive the same thing the same way. Can you try to understand that what you do not see is still there for others to see?