If that was true then God sucks as an author. You might be too religious to believe this but only people write stories to educate other people, even if what they write about is a life changing experience with my God.
Even so your response just goes to show how deadly the curse in a cup of wine that Jesus sent his disciples around the world to preach to the nations was and remains, like the first century equivalent of a thermonuclear option on steroids, a far more devastating abomination causing a worldwide desolation for thousands of years.
He who leads into captivity shall go into captivity; he who lives by the sword shall die by the sword.
Take, from my hand, this cup of fiery wine and make all the nations to whom I send you drink it.
When they have drunk it they will vomit and go mad; such is the sword that I am sending among them" Jeremiah 25:15
Thanks for proving the truth in what I said. Jesus came to bring a curse in a cup of wine to smite the nations.
Try to remember. You are just a corpse strapped to a gurney being dissected in an open arena to determine the cause of death for the benefit of dedicated medical students. The stench is great! Almost unbearable. So also try to remember that being repulsive isn't a superpower. Its just one of your many character flaws. So carry on! Bottoms up! No one will care if you threaten to set yourself on fire, again and again. You're already burning in hell.
Enjoy! Accursed one.