Not saying that at all.
Unlike you, I listen to what people of the Muslim say about Allah, just as I listen to what Hindu's say about their Gods. Unlike you, I do not bad-mouth any of them. I listen to what Jews, specifically those who speak Hebrew, have to say about God and the passages you are so fond of bashing. Religious/faith beliefs are holy ground.
You say you were a firm believer, but I'm not buying it. Gossiping about God and the Catholic faith is all I am seeing from you, a continual "Ain't it Awful" dialogue.
Tell us what you believe God did to you. What did the Catholic faith specifically do to you?