Its unpleasant everywhere. Which is why I just deleted a buttload of people I was following on twitter and posted a tweet that I cannot abide all this crap any more. What was the proverbial straw? That puppy. The one strangled for "fun", and shown on tv while nobody did a damn thing because it was a "protestor" doing it. The pup died.
I can't get it out of my head. I can't. I'm on anti depressants now, just to get mellowed out. Everyone has something they feel strongly about. Looters killing someone/cancer/homeless/child abuse/rape/abortion....so many things that can drive someone completely mad if subjected to it long enough. Mine is animal anuse. Animals..especially baby animals, are PURE souls. No agendas. No sides. Just pure beings. And for those people and that man to do to that pure INNOCENT being...I just cry and cry and cry thinking about it. The image is in my head and drugs aren't even getting it to go away. I'm reminded of the evil, lies its all about George Lloyd when it is NOT about him at all any more and probably never was, the filth, the kneeling of national guard, white people apologizing for being born the race they were born as as if they had a choice.....and nobody...NOBODY doing a damn thing about it. Meanwhile....we witnessed pure innocence being tortured and dying and not knowing WHY. All it wanted was love, that puppy.
My heart died when Karma did. It still had a small spark I guess but its damn sure gone now. I hate this world and I hate what its turned in to. Hate it hate it hate it hate it.
Sorry Foxy. Not supposed to talk about stuff like this in the CS, but I had to write it all out. Maybe that will lance the poison now encompassing me.