Sorry, I don’t believe in deferred payment. If you want me to do something for you I need payment at time of service. Doesn’t matter if you’re my neighbor, my boss, of God. I get paid when I put the work in.
I thought like you do for 27 years. I believed the lie. I grabbed it hook, line, sinker and bobber. Then I watched my father literally waste away in front of me while he continued to worship like a ******* priest. It didn’t earn him a bit of gratitude or assistance or even the mercy of a quick death. Thsts when I realized that if his God couldn’t find a way to help my father, there was no way he would find any pity for me, a far less righteous and upstanding individual. So I walked away. It took me almost 4 years but I found something I believe in again that actually meets the realities I see every day in the world around me. A spiritual life without the trappings of religion.