I'm ok with you believing that. I hope it gives you comfort. My comfort is God.Warm and Fuzzy Gets Squished
That cowardly and traitorous advice was meant to protect the Romans, who had hired Jesus to pacify the Jews.
The LORD is my shepherd; there is nothing I lack. In green pastures he makes me lie down; to still waters he leads me; he restores my soul. He guides me along right paths for the sake of his name. Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff comfort me. You set a table before me in front of my enemies; You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows. Indeed, goodness and mercy will pursue me all the days of my life; I will dwell in the house of the LORD for endless days.

