You are trying to convince me of something you have no concrete proof of. In some ways you are even worse than Christians and Muslim because at least they believe this god once came and talked to their ancestors. You know that isn't probably true and yet still you believe. So you are the most annoying of all because you are the future of religion. When I talk to you, I see the future before people completely give up on the idea of god but after christianity and all the other organized religions have died out.
You too missed a very good point I was trying to make. I want to know what happens to a young baby that is born prematurely or is aborted. Does it have a soul too? And without the organized religions, how do you know this? Are you just another imbred knockoff of christianity? Cherry picker?
I'm not trying to convince you of anything. I don't need to convince you or prove anything to you. I don't understand any other way to describe what I connect with personally besides "spiritual energy" or "God." You can call me stupid, inbred, hick... whatever, I still know that I am making a connection with something real. You can hate me, you can denigrate me, you can insult me, but it doesn't change what I know that I am connecting with.
It's not in my head, it's not imagination, or I would not feel a very real benefit from it. You can claim it's my imagination or try to explain it away with speculatory bullshit that science does not support, but I still know that it's real because I connect with it and gain benefit from it. You can let that bother you, and it can get under your skin, but I can't change what I know. It can eat at you so much that you feel compelled to spend days and weeks here in this forum spewing the same debunked nonsense over and over again, rejecting what I say, denying the points I've made, refusing to accept my testimonial and the testimonials of others, and it still does not matter to me one iota. You can keep this up for another year, ten years, twenty, fifty... doesn't matter, won't matter.
There is literally NOTHING you're ever going to be able to do that will make me think otherwise. And I bet that I speak for just about anyone who believes in God here. All you are succeeding in doing is proving the point of my OP. No one who didn't believe in God would spend this much of their time trying to refute God.
Think about this in some context other than God for a moment... You may think Elvis is the greatest, I may think the Beatles are the greatest... we can argue back and forth, both making our points and countering each other's viewpoints, but at some time we're both going to eventually conclude the argument is pointless because we're not changing the other person's mind, and we're going to find something better to do. It doesn't mean we changed our mind, or the other person "won" the argument, we just have better things in life to do than repeat the same argumentative points over and over for no reason. We agree to disagree.
So I have to assume there is more to this than you not believing in God. It's as if you are on a mission to change people's mind about a God that you fully understand is real. That's why this is SO important to you. This means you can't abandon the argument and agree to disagree, because your motivation is not forthright. You believe in God, you know this God is real, and as long as people believe in this God, you can't get to do all the fun stuff you want to do. And that is what this is all about in a nutshell. You won't admit this, of course, but I believe that is the case here. Nothing else can rationally explain why you've continued on and on like this.