The common concepts of "God" more closely resemble Santa Claus; very childish and simplistic. No self respecting "God" would reply.
Yes. Many seem to think a God is supposed to bribe them with ponies or something, and perform magic trucks for them on demand, as if their egoes are the only thing that should matter to a universe. Most people remain atavistic pagan materialists at heart.
Perhaps that's true.
I'm just reaching a point of exhaustion because I don't see the fucking point to anything that happens.
This existential ennui is natural for anyone who examines life long enough. Just remember that the 'mind' and 'self' we have built up are very limited by comparison of all that could be. Ego can be a good guide, but it can be easily distorted by our incapacity to see the 'grand scheme'.
I could take up drinking or drug abuse as a way to solve the problem of too much thinking.
That isn't a solution, as you well realize (though, truly, your brain would be in a solution of alcohol).
One thing that is common to our species is that when we commence questioning 'everything', we fail to question questioning.