It's because you are superimposing your existence onto God that you won't even attempt an effort to contemplate God's nature. So instead you shoe horn in your nature which is totally ridiculous. That's as silly as superimposing your nature onto your dog.Yes that's what you think
Personally I think that being immortal, omniscient and omnipotent would be the most boring way to exist.
But if I could create anything where it was possible to not already know all the outcomes and the exact timeline in which everything will happen after that creation is made then that's a horse of another color because I wouldn't be omniscient would I?
Being and existence are identical, that is, that what there is, is precisely what exists. Every being has its own distinct nature. Every being which accepts its own distinct nature will never see it's existence as horrible and will always exist perfectly because it is just being what it is.