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A sinner's god is lovable and kind. He tells you everything you want to hear and doesn't let you get hurt. This god is called pride and it's what protects you from the world around you. It keeps you from the true God who isn't so nice all the time because the truth exposes the sins of pride, lust, greed, jealousy, laziness, envy, gluttony, etc.
Yeah, he ripped my heart out 10 years ago. I understand why, and I'm as over the pain as I'll ever be. The pain is a comfort now.
But you have it all figured out, including the fact that you are the only one and I simply cannot be anything other than damned for eternity, so what's the point?
It seems to me your mission isn't really "spreading the word." That takes more than a megaphone.
You wouldn't even answer my question, and didn't know what others it would lead to. You assumed, but you did not have faith, and you did not trust God.
Carry on. As I said, I'm good with God, and if I'm not, you'll get your wish. I just thought we might share some experiences with each other, but I see you are too busy fighting the demons.
Good luck with that.