I was raised in church, married a Christian, raised my kids in church and currently teach Bible at a Christian school. At the end of this school year (May 2020) I plan to resign as a teacher and stop attending church for one full year. At the end of that year I plan to have my name removed from the church role and afterwards make my atheism public. I love the philosphy, ethics and the culture surrounding Christianity. I just can't live a lie any more. It just can't be healthy. This invisible and silent God dude offers me nothing. I love the Bible and learn a lot from it but the God dude in that book either doesn't exist or has no interest in me. Church attendance is more burdensome than it used to be. I learn more from the Bible studying independently. Kindergarten might be fun for a 6 year old but is painfully boring to a 40 year old.
Any questions? I have lots more to say but I already feel like the post was too long.
But before you go... maybe you can help this question out?? You still have a year or so?
Why is homosexuality condemned in the Bible?
retirement nest egg able?
you can only go as far as your nest egg will allow, right? regardless...
God, nest egg, God, nest egg,... God, nest egg... sleep?
You gotta remember.. these sorts of lifestyles.. 'depressing as they sound', does not represent the true life with God..
And even the most meek dog would tell you, with fear and trembling maybe, that to take them out for a walk without their little dog paw shoes can cause burns to the bottom of their 'flesh'. They might be too afraid to say anything though..
So it would be advisable to adopt a dog from his or her parents ONLY after being able to properly provide.. otherwise you might be seen as seeking out additional 'benefits' being added to your 'nest egg'. So the more you might want to adopt, the more little pair of dog paw shoes you should have available and fit to size, custom sized, of course.. And starting off with that foot could result in different 'ends' than when the first step wasn't.
The old has passed.. Those that were there does not need to worry about what will be 'new'..
a joke.. maybe uplifting, maybe nauseating, maybe overstepping boundaries...
a pair.. a dad and son.
Dad.. I got an idea... Let's role play.. I'll be the son, you be the dad.
Okay.
Okay. Dad, you won't know what I'm up to but follow along...
Okay.
*time goes by...
Um, son? What are you doing?
Dad, don't you want to treat me like a son?
Um. what are you talking about?
*time goes on...
Okay, dad.. this is it.. this is the day....
Wow.. nice.. what might be different?
Well, you see... I want to have this particular thing and I need for you to put your own life in jeopardy for it.. ready?
Um... son... wait.. ..wait....
He'll catch on...
* time goes on...
Um, dad?
Wait.. I get the first line this time...Um, son? Is this what you wanted?
What is this? There's nothing.
What? Nothing? Are you sure there is nothing?
*Uncle GOD walks in...
What are you guys up to?
Hi brother GOD.
Hi brother Dad, Hi son.
Hi Uncle GOD.. Oh wait... I got an idea.. ready? We're going to role play. You can be Uncle God and I'll be nephew son.. Okay..
Huh? ... Wait a minute.. let me put down my briefcase..
* in the background the FM radio station plays The War of the Worlds...
The son looks to the radio and wonders...
Um. dad? Um, uncle? What year are we in?
Dad and uncle look to the radio..
Um.. 1938?
The Russians are invading.. The Russians are invading!!
They all take cover..
The old has passed.. Those that were there does not need to worry about what will be 'new'..
Oh, by the way... How's life?
Who are you talking to Uncle God?
Both of you, I guess.
I'm okay, brother God.
Um. you mean, like 'my' life or life in general, uncle?
What do you mean?
You asked, How's life.. I'm only 1 life.. .. Wait.. Did anyone feed the fishes yet?
I'll be danged... I swore they were in there last night.. where did they fly off to this time?
Fishes don't fly, nephew son.
Okay.. swim then.. Where did they swim off to this time?
*Ms. cutey walks in licking her paws.. *meow
Since when do cats eat fish? eek?
*Double Quarter Pounder, chicken nuggets 10 piece, and.... let's see... can we get some sushi after? .... Oh.. can you please hold the lettuce? I'm trying to help the planet...
Let me tell ya.. I sure as heck don't mind being so carnivorous, it seems... yum yum yum... since when did I start eating mooos and cock a doodle doos and swim swim swim-mers??? but, oh yeah.. lettuce?
I guess life is okay? But wait... How's YOUR life doing, cashier?
* she meant 'Out Back'.. hee hee..

Out Back Steak House.. Oooh Yeah! Cha Ching!
Humph, There it is.. Humph, there it is...
Gym? Did anyone recommend gym? Not Outback?
So.. although (J)ames 3:1 reads: "My brethren, be not many masters, knowing that we shall receive the greater condemnation."
"My brethren, let not many of you become teachers, knowing that we shall receive a stricter judgment." -NKJV
Why would (J)ames be so 'restrictive' to others' personal choices?
Because with all due respect, sir, I'm sure you've never run across a 'teacher' you disagreed with, right? And if the 'majority vote'- as in 'cha ching', says one thing, then who would be odd man out.. yet ... huh?? lies as 'majority cha chings'?? how does that work??
Oh, and have we mentioned the 'little ones' yet?
Whose 'little ones'? Um... I'm sure there are a lot more than only me or him or her that could probably have 'littler' ones that the 'big ones'? But boy... what a 'sad' and depressing set of conditions in which all 'Life' has to live in and abide by the 'Systems' and 'Paradigms' in order to be allowed and to be ABLE to 'Pay' for rent to 'survive'.. Strange..
And those that pick up Arms and Hammers to defend this current System and Paradigm 'Necessity' in order to 'Pay' for rent for survival sure is vehement about keeping it ... my goodness!
This is how I see it...
#1. They hate and resent the fact that they had to work for what they had/have.
#2. They hate and resent the idea of 'stepping down' so as to let others receive the same 'work' they had.
#3. They hate and resent the idea of others, not like themselves, being allowed the same opportunity without the 'breaking through' in competition, they had to go through and endure hardships and pains and sufferings for in order to be able to 'survive' in this world.
#4. They refuse to admit that their 'competition', which they supposedly hate and resent, was not really 'competition' but more of an 'easy' entry..
And the most important
#5. They will use lies and excuses, even to God, to gain 'more' while the others are being made 'lower and worse' so they can gain more...
And this is where that 'God dude' you were speaking about comes into the picture... So IF my life is based on merits accomplished and merits earned and such, as in fulfilling duties, and IF my well being is based on the same, and IF a person asks how my life is going because they are 'concerned', even with these parameters of measurements, then what about How are YOU doing, God? Or how about, How are YOU doing Christ Messiah? Or how about How are YOU doing Father of Christ Messiah? Or is it as IF I live and have 'being' on my own?
Maybe this is easier to understand but still encapsulates the entirety of what is trying to be said.
If a person is not complaining.. maybe that person is well enough to not need to complain.
And if a person is complaining.. maybe that person is not well enough and so needs to complain..
Fine and dandy... Am I the only 1 that is complaining?
Thank you for allowing me some space to 'share'. I really also pray that you find some 'space' to be able to 'share', yourself. In The Name of Christ Messiah. Amen.