Well, you are right about me having the impression you were one of the mindless followers. I don't mean to be personally insulting if that is not the case.
I hope I don't sound, just totally jade by the spectacle of politics in the 21st century, but politicians are "Show Business Kids", like the Steely Dan song. Now days, some literally and the ones that go for politics (whether from the entertainment industry or not) are pretty short on humility in front of those they represent. They like to be the star of their own movie, rather than commit their projected ideology, their voters or even the country, as it may be inconvenient. "Show business kids, makin' movies of themselves, you know they don't give a fuck about anybody else". This includes all the loudmouth prima donnas among Republicans and Democrats, in it for the attention, rather than service to the American people. This includes the ones most often quoted on the tabloid 24-hour news and in the trump era, definitely trump and the ring leaders of the MAGA crowd. They intentionally say and do outrageous things for attention, sign on and verbalize weird theories like fire starting space lasers, kiddie porn/prostitution out of pizza parlors by the opposing party etc. Hate and vitriol sell well as many want to appeal to a class of people that would like to tell normal (conservative minded) people, their bosses or employees to get fkd, but can't, or they would lose their own position, so they admire and follow people that appear to get away with it. Other politicians are in it for the money, power and perks. Change Steely Dan lyrics from "You go to Los Wages" to "You go to max wages". You don't see them coming out of office as paupers. With fungible campaign money, expense accounts, paid travel, legal expenses (campaign and government funded) along with personal security in many cases, the perks add up, and there is always an invitation to party, where they are treated like the stars they want to be or be seen as. "While the poor people sleeping with the shade on the light, while poor people sleeping, all the stars come out at night". And when you come out of office you sing, "Well I've been around the world and I've been in the Washington zoo". "And in all my travels as the facts unravel I've found this to be true".
As for my attitude toward trump, I guess I failed to "detect the El Supremo from the room at the top of the stairs"