Carla_Danger
Platinum Member
But you remind me of her, all feminists do. She read The Feminist Mystique, and after that she renounced everything women normally do. She wouldn't cook. She wouldn't clean. She wouldn't give us baths. She wouldn't read up bedtime stories. She wouldn't tuck us in. My father had to do all that, and he was both father and mother to my brother and I.I'm sorry your mother never showed love for you. I'm sorry she took her life. But you don't have to project your sadness and anger at HER on me. I didn't abandon you.The thing is, my mother also hated men, and me, since I was a boy. She died alone, after taking pills, in a parking lot at her place of employment. It took at least a day to locate her body.
She bought into the feminism lie, and it destroyed her life. She died alone, and she thought she was unloved in the end. I couldn't be with her, because of all the terrible things she did, but I loved her. I made her a special gravestone, and paid for her grave to make sure it would be placed. And I pray for her, even though she was a suicide, I pray for God to have mercy on her.
So I loved her, even though she never showed love for me. And that is the same kind of love I have for you, and all enemies of God. I love you as Christ commanded Christians to love their enemies, and will pray for the day when you stop hating God, and men, and unborn babies.
Now, I will say a quick Hail Mary for your soul. God bless!!!
The only womanly thing my mother liked to do was shop and spend lots of money, and she ground our family into the ground financially buying clothes, make-up and office supplies.
Our home was always messy, and my brother and I went to school unbathed and dirty. The only good thing about my mother is she wanted me to be smart, so I went to private schools for gifted children and had lots of toys and games to stimulate my mind.
But I had no friends in the neighborhood, because I could not let them meet my mother or see my dirty house, and I almost never went to birthday parties, and I never had a birthday party of my own outside the family. Mostly, I watched TV 11 hours per day, and she was too indifferent to get me to do anything else.
Do I hate feminism? You bet I do. Feminism, and her own mental problems, made my mother selfish, so totally selfish that she was neglectful to show me even the slightest amount of love and affection. One time she reached out her arms as if to hug me, but when I came, she hit me instead. That was the last time I ever trusted her.
But after she died, I made sure she had a gravestone on her grave, so she would not lie under the ground totally forgotten. I used thousands of dollars to pay for her grave, money I had inherited from her. My father was angry at me, and told me not to spend any more money without his permission. My parents were divorced when my mother died, so he would never have agreed to pay for her grave, and that's why I didn't ask him first.
My mother committed suicide, after I asked her doctor to ease up on her sedatives, which had turned her into a mindless zombie. The doctor listened, and a few days later she committed suicide. This was her last, best way to totally screw with me. For years, I was tormented with the guilt of her suicide, blaming myself for it. We are Catholic, so I feared she was in hell, and I was constantly lighting candles in church to save her soul. I still have visions of her, burning in fire behind an iron gate, unable to enter paradise.
My motivation for hating abortion is not because I hate women, or want to control them, or because I hate my mother, and her feminism. Despite all she did to hurt me, I loved my mother, and I still do, and it is my dearest wish that she be in heaven with Jesus, Mary and all the saints and angels and be happy, because happiness was denied her on Earth.
The reason I hate abortion with all my heart and all my soul and all my mind is because in the first 14 years of my life, my mother hurt me constantly, both with neglect, and with physical abuse. Almost every night she would come in to my room, wake me up, and hit me for no reason as a way of hurting my father, who loved me deeply.
THE ARGUMENT THAT A MOTHER SHOULD BE LEGALLY PERMITTED TO HARM HER OWN CHILD FILLS ME WITH AN UNQUENCHABLE RAGE BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT MY MOTHER DID TO ME. SHE HURT ME, EVERY DAY, TO HURT MY FATHER, SO EVERY BABY THAT IS KILLED, IT'S LIKE MY MOTHER HURTING ME ALL OVER AGAIN. AND YOU, WHO SEE ABORTION AS A WAY TO HURT AND DESTROY MEN'S LIVES, REMIND ME OF HER.
So now you know my deepest secrets, which I have never revealed before on any internet forum. I expect the usual suspects to mock me and say I have "Mommy issues" and that's why I "hate women" and want to "control" them.
I will put them all on ignore until it stops.
It sounds like you need to find a good therapist. You've got issues.