MaggieMae
Reality bits
- Apr 3, 2009
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A friend and I were reminiscing over the dogs he has had over the years of our friendship. He has one who is elderly now, deaf, blind, wanders around the place, sleeps under rigs, will have some bad days then rally...but he's nearing the end. I remember when he came to the place. Before that, there was Casey, and he felt the same way. He wouldn't take an old, dear friend to the vet to be put down. He'd do it himself if he had to. But luckily, he has a friend who is a neighbor who is also a primo vetrinarian. He asked the vet to stop by the tackroom, and his dog friend slipped away while doing what he had done for so many years...resting on a very thick saddle pad in a cozy tack room, surrounded by the familiar.
But it isn't always so nice..not for animals, and not for pets, either.
The best advice I can think of to give you is to make sure your next pet is properly socialized and you're able to handle it.
Thanks. That's what I keep wishing I had done. Just allow him to die naturally. Before I called the mobile vet, who couldn't come for a full day after I realized Boo needed to be put to sleep, I argued with my sister (who had given me the cat) that I should just allow him to die rather than put him through what I knew would be a helluva cat fight (literally) to catch him, unless he was too weak to fight back. But she insisted it was more inhumane to allow him the starve to death. Now I wonder... I suppose it's the guilt more than anything.
Your sister was wrong about the starving aspect not being painful for cats. I will leave my comments there, as this isn't a debate thread.
Putting a cherished loved one to sleep is never easy. I have been treating animals at a hospital for almost 15 years, and never get used to it emotionally, especially when I know the animal. Three weeks ago, my best four-legged friend in the world ( english bulldog ) had to be put to sleep. His hips were gone and he could no longer walk like he should and wanted to. The rest of him was doing fairly well, but at 10 years old, he was showing his age for a bulldog. The owners were so broken up about it, they dropped Wyatt Earp off at the hospital. I had known Wyatt since he was a little person. We were bestest friends. I have pictures of him in my house. His mom would bring him up to the hospital a lot, so he could say hi to me, and visit. I was the one that put my best canine friend in the world down. I leaned down, whispered in his ear "I love you Earpie," gave him a hug. and then gave him the shot. It was his time. I knew it. He knew it. Even though we both knew, it didn't make it any easier for me. That part of the job stinks.
As to the mobile vet, it is not easy coming to someone's home on the pet's home turf, and trying to treat them. The vet is at a disadvantage. I am sure the vet did the very best job he or she could do for you and your believed family member. Your cat may have been stressed out regardless of the scenario. Cats have that "sense" when something is "up" or wrong with them or us humans. If you had tried to put your cat in a carrier again, you could have gotten hurt. If the cat had bitten you, the vet would not have been able to help your cat pass on. That is the law.
From what you mentioned, it sounds like you did the right thing for your family member. Giving an injection, is the least amount of stress and pain on the animal. You saved your beloved friend a lot of misery by not prolonging things. That wouldn't have done you any good to see your friend suffer. Don't beat yourself up. Focus on the wonderful memories shared. You showed the ultimate love for your cherished friend.
Thanks for valuable information. The story about Wyatt Earp was similar to my own cocker's situation. He became so arthritic, he couldn't stand up alone. That time, I brought him to the vet to be euthanized, and although it was very difficult, I didn't feel the horrible guilt that I did with my cat's last moments. It wasn't so much his death as the fact that he was so damned terrified which I didn't handle well at all.
Each day gets easier, and frankly I felt rather guilty about feeling guilty over "just a cat" just moments ago as I was reading about someone's serious health problems, yet undiagnosed, in the HEALTH topic thread.