I'm sorry that you are so confused. I'll pray for you (thats how some people say FU)Are you trying to rationalize a wrong as a right? Or are you arguing two wrongs makes a right? Seems like both.
I'm not blaming trump for anything I do. This isn't April 2013, dummy. Things have changed.But I don't believe you can blame Trump for your subversion as you started that in April of 2013.