That's not what your NT states. You're not even faithful to your own NT which says:
1 Peter 3:15:
"But sanctify the Lord God in your hearts: and be ready always to give an answer to every man that asketh you a reason of the hope that is in you with meekness and fear."
In this verse, Peter encourages Christians to be prepared to provide a defense or explanation for their faith when asked, doing so with gentleness and respect. This idea aligns with the concept of apologetics, which involves presenting reasoned arguments in defense of one's beliefs. You apparently can't defend your faith with good evidence, hence you run away. You're unable and unwilling to earnestly contend for your faith:
Jude 1:3
"Beloved, when I gave all diligence to write unto you of the common salvation, it was needful for me to write unto you, and exhort you that ye should earnestly contend for the faith which was once delivered unto the saints."
My posts responding to your Christian tripe, isn't really meant for you. I know you're a hopeless case, and have no interest in the truth, but others are interested in the truth, hence I write those indepth studies or "long posts" for them. Unlike you, I support my theological claims Biblically, with the only Bible that exists, the original Hebrew Bible. Repent and join Israel or perish in your willful ignorance.