Old testament times depict the same god as the new testament don't they? Was there some sort of election that I'm unaware of where another god took over? Old vs new is only only part of the contradictions in the Bible. I'm not sure how Paul's teachings, which clearly contradict Jesus' teachings gained precedence over Jesus' teachings. Plenty of contradictions and impossibilities in the Bible.
Old Testament times depict different cultures, knowledge, circumstances, and perspectives than we live in today. Accounts of events are told in an entirely different way than records are written and kept today. In one chapter we read that the Amalekites were completely wiped out. A chapter or so later they are alive and well and up to their usual ways.
Recall the Egyptians slaughtering the male babies of the Jews. Recall the Amalekites and other tribes not following the practices regarding battles in that day and age, where opposing armies lined up in front to fight each other while women and children remained protected in the rear. No, these opposing tribes, crept up on the Israelites, attacked the rear, killing women and children.
I can truly say god did nothing to cause me to not believe he exists. If he had, we wouldn't be having this conversation.
You have made it clear that you do differentiate between Bible passages you take to be literal and those that are other, but you haven't bothered to even try to explain your criteria to do so.
Then you miss most of what I write. You and I joined this forum in the same year. We have had similar discussions throughout this time. Over and over again I have stated the following recommendations:
1. Seek and find God
before delving into the Bible.
2. The Bible is to be studied, not read.
3. When it comes to the Old Testament, at least study commentaries of Jewish rabbis and Jewish scholars if you are not fortunate enough to have an acquaintance with a Jew whose first language is Hebrew.
4. Study non-Biblical histories, languages, cultures of Biblical times.
5. The Bible is not about you and not all of it pertains to you. It is the story of God in the midst of us, his people.
6. Each Bible story presents a lesson. Instead of trying to figure out if the account is literal or figurative, study the lesson. Does that lesson pertain to your own life or was it for people in other conditions?
Even in our most recent discussion, I've covered at least some of the above yet again. All of this takes time--and I am talking decades. I understand you waited until you retired, read the Old Testament and jumped to conclusions. How long did this study take you? A year? Maybe two? Longer? A lot shorter? In any case, it's not enough time.
Bulldog, ever since I was a toddler, learning, knowing, seeking God was an interest and a priority in my life. All of this requires a lot of time and determination. Guess what? Life also has a lot of other things that take time, interest, and determination. Religion/Faith/God is often something--
by necessity--that gets pushed aside due to lack of time and the fact that it is hard work. All I want is to be able to encourage people who do not have the time and/or energy to overcome the obstacles that are present when following the Way. Your way does not need to be blocked by the Amalekites of long ago. You have your life. Start with, "Here I am, Lord, send me." He will send you into your everyday life with your everyday issues and problems, because there is always something to do/accomplish in the usual life. Loving anyone--especially God--is often overwhelming.
7. Love God. He is (as he says)
I Am