Yes. The Jesus that you worship and the things that you profess to believe about him do not correspond to any real living being ever in existence. There is no such thing as a trinity, an unequalled co-equal mangod who diddled a virgin to father himself so that he could party with sinners, "keep company" with prostitutes, and hang around with all sorts of bad characters, sticking it to the man daily, performing supernatural demonstrations of divine power over reality, and abolishing Mosaic law by being a perfect human sacrifice to himself, (because he loved the Roman world so much), derp, so that believers who celebrate his torture crucifixion and death and then worship him and eat him in the form of a lifeless matzo MADE BY HUMAN HANDS can sin with impunity and be sanctimonious asses, by pretending to be morally superior to unbelievers, for the rest of their delusional and dysfunctional lives.
No one has to know what the truth is to be absolutely certain that thats a crock of pure shit.
The real Jesus was an uncultured Jewish working man who received a revelation from God like bread from heaven who died trying to teach his people that the words used in the law are figurative, not necessarily directly connected to the literal meaning of the words used, and the subjects are hidden, but when found reveal the wisdom of God, and all who comply with the law in the way that Jesus taught to understand and do it receive the promise of abundant blessings and eternal life in the sanctuary of God here and now while still living in this world.
This is what Jesus did. This is what the Jewish messiah was expected to do. "I shall put my words into his mouth and he shall convey (reveal) all of my commands" Deuteronomy 18:18
How? There has never been and will never be a human being that was God or became God either before, during, or after their human existence. God has no equal, and there is no other God in existence either above or below him which precludes the possibility of a triune god..
Secondly in the Gospel of John there are seven miracles, originally called 'signs', that prove that Jesus was the messiah. In the revelation of John there are exactly seven seals placed on a scroll which prevent everyone from seeing what was written inside (hidden in the Gospels).
Every miracle that contradicts what everyone has known to be absolutely true about reality since they were children is like giant X on a treasure map marking the exact place where something of great value was buried and hidden. "the kingdom of heaven is like hidden treasure lying buried in a field. The man who found it (Jesus) buried it again" Matt:13:44
Without adding, subtracting, or changing a single word, find the only way to interpret those miracles, the one and only way that conforms to and is confirmed by reality and the real Jesus will emerge from the clouds that have obscured him from sight for thousands of years.
If you put on your thinking cap and look and look and look and keep on looking you will find it.
If you can't decipher what actually took place when Christ first came, all you have to do is ask.