lol. No I'm not. If I get too skinny...I look awful. Just awful. If I get too fat...my joints are carrying extra poundage which they hate and therefore makes me suffer. I was ok at 4 lbs less than what I am now. Believe me...my hip, knees and ankles are letting me know they are NOT happy. So getting that off..I will be ok. But I want 6 more lbs to go as well. THEN I will be back to where I was in my snorkel pic I have in the gallery.