Our universe is logical and rational. There has never been an uncaused event. Which means that everything that happens happens for a reason and serves a purpose. The definition of reason is a cause, explanation, or justification for an action or event. The definition of purpose is the reason for which something is done or created or for which something exists.
So all of these things that happen that you believe are irrational are in reality rational. Each one can be explained because we live in a rational universe. You are literally arguing that God should control our actions or there can be no God. On its face that is a irrational belief but in reality it is rational because you are rationalizing your disbelief in irrational ways.