Again......its a fool that attempts to match wits with the Holy Spirit of God.....when challenging Him its best not to come with an empty chamber.

What? Do you think you are the first sociopath to hate God at the thought of being judged?

God has no respect of person (Romans 2:11)....each person is endowed with free will and directs their own mortality and fate choosing between good and evil, righteousness and unrighteousness. Its not God's fault if your faulty decision making leads to illness, accident or death. Its you who chooses your own path. A Christian is promised nothing extra in this life.....except a long and healthy life if one lives by the will revealed in scripture. The rain falls on the just and the unjust......everyone dies, none are protected from sickness or accident, or even murder via the free will actions of others.
The Old Testament Law was expressly for the nation of Biblical Israel (Deut. 4:7-8, Deut. 5:1-3).......no gentile lived under the covenant of Moses. (The gentiles were without God with Israel being a guiding light to them -- Isa. 49:6). There is a New Covenant between God and man today that is inclusive all peoples on earth......as in prophecy (Jer. 31:31-34) Jesus fulfilled the conditions of the Old Law........the Law of Moses, when He stated with His last mortal breath, "Its finished". (Matthew 5:17, John 19:30)
Today under the New Testament of Grace......God appoints the governments of the world to punitively judge the wicked and reward the law abiding even up to and including the death sentence. (Romans 13: 1-4)

You would confuse JUSTICE with murder.
Again: THERE IS NO REAL PEACE WITHOUT JUSTICE. Or as we used to say in the service "Si vis pacem, para bellum".