So you think that he should force you to want him in his life?
This is like being a man, with a wife who is having sex with every single guy in the neighborhood but you. A wife that does everything she can to cause you pain.
You would stay with such a woman? And pay her bills? And pay her car payment, while she screws everyone but you?
It's easy for people like you to say G-d should love you, even if you hate him, and that he should take care of you, even while you attack him, and reject him.
Little different when you are on the receiving end.
Again you paint god as an equal, or a peer. With that comes the judgment he deserves, which is that he is a vain, evil tyrant. Should a world leader or even a coworker act the way god does, demanding fealty and worship under penalty of suffering, you would consider that person to be awful. Are you sure this is the god you want to flaunt? That's the problem with your reasoning.
So, let's abandon that line of reasoning, as it embarrassed you greatly. Instead, let's get back to considering god to be much more.powerful and wise than are humans...akin to a parent, and his children. A parent would attempt to inhue their children with the tools to do what is right...in this case, as you say, worship the parents and give them in conditional love. Instead, god gaveGod gave himans sentience and powers of reason...then demands fealty and belief, under penalty of suffrring, without a shred of evidence.
It's truly evil and nauseating. Peddle your evil god to someone else.
You still are completely characterizing.
If G-d demanded something, you would have no choice but to give it.
He's not demanding anything. So the entire premise of your argument is utterly false.
God is demanding that we follow a book or burn forever.
No, that's not how this works.
You are going to burn for your own sins, yourself.
That's on you. Like a wife that chooses to cheat, chooses to destroy her marriage, like a man who chooses to not go to work chooses to be poor and impoverished...... you are sinful and evil, and will pay for your choices yourself.
That's 100%, on you. No one else. Not G-d, not your mother, not society.... just you.
G-d, and his book, are offering you forgiveness for your evil actions. If you accept that, and admit your evil and cruelty, he will forgive you, and offer you freedom from your evil, and salvation in Heaven after this life.
You are making the choice. Just you. You can choose to have G-d in your life, and reap the rewards.... or you choose to not have G-d in your life.... and... whatever you get is whatever you get.
Let me put it another way..... do you think a judges who puts a serial rapist and murderer in prison for life, is a tyrant? Or did the serial rapist and murderer, make their own choice in what happened to them, by choosing to engage in rape and murder?
You..... YOU... are the one making the choice. G-d will not force anything on you. You make the choice about what your eternity looks like.