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Last night I sat in my car and listened to a cd I have listened to many, many times over the years. It is a cd that is full of prayer and intercession - and the stories of these interecessors who love God with a pure heart. Although I have listened to this CD so many times before over the years- it has been a very long time since I listened to it because I ran from God for awhile and had forgotten about that prayer cd. I was afraid back then. It took him sending someone to draw me back into his heart. I could feel him drawing me, closer, closer... I said, this time I will stay and not run. Then. Last night he led me back to the intercessors CD I used to pray in the Holy Spirit with....and had me listen to it again. I did not know that I didn't understand what they were saying before. I thought I always understood it but in that moment I realized I did not. I asked him to reveal it to me. I wanted to know the Fathers heart - His Love as revealed through Jesus to the multitudes...
Then this morning I woke up and I opened the bible and I knew he was giving me what I had asked for.... suddenly, I saw what the woman was speaking about. She said that during prayer she had been taken into the Heart of Jesus and saw a big hole - a gaping wound. She said, Lord? What is the huge hole? Where did it come from?
The Lord spoke to her and said this hole is the hole in the Fathers heart that happened on the day his children were stolen by the devil. The day they lost their innocence. The day they discovered their nakedness. This is what happened to his precious children on the day they were stolen. Then they were raped by the devil, torn apart by the devil! Cruelly tormented by the devil!
He told her that the Father created man to be his family. This was why he created Adam and Eve to be His family. He walked with them and talked with them every day in the garden! He loved Adam and his wife - His precious little family! Oh how he rejoiced over his family. How he loved them! Until one day the devil deceived them through the mouth of a serpent and he ripped away their innocence and he stole His children away in a single moment!
The first kidnapping that ever took place happened in the Garden! Oh! The separation - that took place on that day - put that big gaping hole in the Fathers heart!! He was devastated by the separation - imagine if your own children were stolen away from you -imagine the pain, the travail over your heart of such a separation........ how devastating the separation the Father suffered - the loneliness he felt!
It tore at the heart of Jesus who loved his Father deeply. Jesus said to the Father I want to go find your children and bring them back to you. I want to heal that hole in your heart Father! Let me go and bring them back to you!
Then the intercessor saw the response of the Father - He said, But Son, you will suffer as I did, you will be wounded as I was, Jesus said, I do not care! I am willing to have my body broken into pieces that I may bring you back your children, Father! Send me! I will go!
Then, because of the Fathers great love for his children who had been stolen by the devil, raped by the devil, used by the devil, cruelly tormented by the devil.......The Father said, Yes. I will allow you to go and bring me back my children.
So he granted his Sons request to come down here to go find his children and pay the ransom to the kidnapper who had stolen them from his Father and Jesus paid the price the kidnapper wanted... his body to be beaten, bruised, broken, crucified on the tree of Calvary. Yes, he sent His Holy Spirit to rest upon Mary and placed within her womb - Emmanuel - God with us.. to restore us back to Him...
Then the Father began to show me what he wanted! His Son has paid the ransom for his children who were stolen and still they have not been returned to him! He paid the ransom and said I want my children! It is Time to do warfare and demand this kidnapper release those I sent my Son for, the ransom has been paid and it is time to set the captives free!
Then the Holy Spirit opened my eyes to see how this happened. He reminded me of my own story and THEN.. he reminded me of stories in the past I knew - of children who had been kidnapped by child molestors and used on the black market for sex. When they were older they were even taught how to help these kidnappers to find and get even more innocent little children to kidnap through lies and trickery and feigned friendship... these children who were stolen from their parents so very long ago forgot their very own identity! They no longer knew who they were. How heartbreaking!!! How terribly heartbreaking!!
The people who held them in their captivity said your parents do not love you! If they loved you they would come looking for you but they have not come looking for you because they do not love you!! Your father at home is letting this happen to you! He sold you to us! He doesn't want you! We are the ones who care about you and you belong with us!
These cruel tormentors lied to these children! They made them believe that they were the only ones who loved them, a perverted, twisted evil love - the exact same love the world offers today!
The children eventualy believed these lies and forgot who they were! They forgot their fathers house, their fathers voice, their fathers love.. and embraced the only thing left! The one who had held them in captivity for far too long! They now became bonded to their captors!
They were taught to believe the lie and this is how they forgot who they were before - when they lived in their Fathers house and had protection, love, every provision a child should have!
These children were not only raped bodily but emotionally! Their very souls were ripped out of them as they believed the lie that their Father was not looking for them because they were not loved. They bought the lie that they were destined for a life instead of prostitution, drugs, a life spent in the darkness... even the addictions lied to them and said, it is too late. This is who you are now... just accept it... if they tried to break free their fellow inmates who did not want them to return to their fathers house said, do not listen to your fathers servants who were sent to get you - stay with us! It is better here with us where you can do whatever you feel like doing..we'll serve our own gods and do it our own way... have some more drugs... Do you see how subtle the devil is?
Oh! But the parents of these children never stopped weeping for them - desiring for them to be rescued, praying for them to be found, brought back home!
But the children did not know because no one would tell them! The church was too busy trying to get rich, the laborers were few and not many were available for the search and rescue the Father had asked for.....
Their captors continued to pour out the lies, the drugs, the abuse until they believed this was who they truly were! Not the person they were in their fathers house but the person they had become! They lost their very identity! Their innocence was taken. Many of them said, it is too late. My father would not want me now. I am damaged goods, I have done terrible things, he would not ever accept me as I am now it is too late. Others said, I never had a father, if he loved me he would not have allowed this to happen to me,,, so they did not come either... because no one was willing to press on through the night and look for these lost lambs.....
Then the Lord said to my heart, this is what I called my servants to do.. to go and find these ones who were stolen by the devil and bring them back to the Me for My Son has paid the ransom for their deliverance! These are the ones I want!
Jesus says: This is my bride! Go and find my bride! The ones my Fathers heart cries out for and my heart cries out for and the Spirit of God will lead you to them! They are on that Message Board you are writing on! These are my children that I want back and it is time for the devil to release them!
The Correction of the Lord that came after this revelation:
After the Lord revealed the Fathers love for his children he put it on my heart to call a brother in the Lord I know to be full of Gods love. More than any other person I can think of in the body of Christ Phillip is overflowing with the love of Jesus. His heart is overflowing with love for the worst of sinners - even those who despise God. He is a true laborer. He loves unconditionally.
I called Phillip and asked him to pray with me and I poured out of my heart all the Father had shown me and he said, that was the call of the church! But they became taken up with their own interests and would not go out to find these children! If any of you ever met Phillip you would know he is the most loving person - he has a great heart for the lost and despises cold dead religion that bears no fruit! He despises the very thought of someone not walking in the kind of Love Jesus has for the lost ones.
I said to him, I was so confused last night! I posted a video called 23 minutes in hell by Bill Weiss and it offended some people and I apologised and said, it was never my intention! I should not have posted that video! I was not thinking and I will never do it again! I felt I did this without the leading of the Holy Spirit because people didn't even watch it.......and he said to me, Do not ever apologise for what the Spirit of God leads you to do. I was told to do the same thing by the Holy Spirit - even to give the very same message - in book form - to my next door neighbor who is an atheist and does not believe in hell.
I said, What??!!! What did you do? He said, the Holy Spirit told me to give her the book 23 minutes in hell, Bill Weiss! It is true! Jesus wants the world to know what Satan has done to the children he paid a ransom for - the ones who refused to come home and are now being tormented by the devil eternally because they no longer wanted their fathers home. They preferred the devils home to the Fathers and did not realize what a trick it was!
That when they left the earth there would be no more pleasurable season of sin... they would then be separated forever and the devil would reveal his full wrath once they went down to the pit! I said, God forgive me! I didn't know until this morning. I did not know Calvary love until this morning because it seemed to me I had made a terrible mistake. I knew Bill Weiss was telling the truth because the Holy Spirit told me long ago - his story was true and he was commanded to go tell the world about the place God didn't want any of his children going to! Then I asked myself, Why would God want me to hide and cover up what the devil has done to some of his children! God didn't tell me to hide it! That was satan trying to shut me up! Now I will do the will of the Father and the Son and the Holy Ghost and go tell the people that the Fathers love is so great that he wanted his children to know and to see what the devil had done to some of his children and that he said, NO MORE! I am sending out my servants to find my little lost children to bring back to me because I have ransomed them with my Sons own Blood on Calvary's tree! Amen and Amen! Do it Father, In Jesus Name!
Then this morning I woke up and I opened the bible and I knew he was giving me what I had asked for.... suddenly, I saw what the woman was speaking about. She said that during prayer she had been taken into the Heart of Jesus and saw a big hole - a gaping wound. She said, Lord? What is the huge hole? Where did it come from?
The Lord spoke to her and said this hole is the hole in the Fathers heart that happened on the day his children were stolen by the devil. The day they lost their innocence. The day they discovered their nakedness. This is what happened to his precious children on the day they were stolen. Then they were raped by the devil, torn apart by the devil! Cruelly tormented by the devil!
He told her that the Father created man to be his family. This was why he created Adam and Eve to be His family. He walked with them and talked with them every day in the garden! He loved Adam and his wife - His precious little family! Oh how he rejoiced over his family. How he loved them! Until one day the devil deceived them through the mouth of a serpent and he ripped away their innocence and he stole His children away in a single moment!
The first kidnapping that ever took place happened in the Garden! Oh! The separation - that took place on that day - put that big gaping hole in the Fathers heart!! He was devastated by the separation - imagine if your own children were stolen away from you -imagine the pain, the travail over your heart of such a separation........ how devastating the separation the Father suffered - the loneliness he felt!
It tore at the heart of Jesus who loved his Father deeply. Jesus said to the Father I want to go find your children and bring them back to you. I want to heal that hole in your heart Father! Let me go and bring them back to you!
Then the intercessor saw the response of the Father - He said, But Son, you will suffer as I did, you will be wounded as I was, Jesus said, I do not care! I am willing to have my body broken into pieces that I may bring you back your children, Father! Send me! I will go!
Then, because of the Fathers great love for his children who had been stolen by the devil, raped by the devil, used by the devil, cruelly tormented by the devil.......The Father said, Yes. I will allow you to go and bring me back my children.
So he granted his Sons request to come down here to go find his children and pay the ransom to the kidnapper who had stolen them from his Father and Jesus paid the price the kidnapper wanted... his body to be beaten, bruised, broken, crucified on the tree of Calvary. Yes, he sent His Holy Spirit to rest upon Mary and placed within her womb - Emmanuel - God with us.. to restore us back to Him...
Then the Father began to show me what he wanted! His Son has paid the ransom for his children who were stolen and still they have not been returned to him! He paid the ransom and said I want my children! It is Time to do warfare and demand this kidnapper release those I sent my Son for, the ransom has been paid and it is time to set the captives free!
Then the Holy Spirit opened my eyes to see how this happened. He reminded me of my own story and THEN.. he reminded me of stories in the past I knew - of children who had been kidnapped by child molestors and used on the black market for sex. When they were older they were even taught how to help these kidnappers to find and get even more innocent little children to kidnap through lies and trickery and feigned friendship... these children who were stolen from their parents so very long ago forgot their very own identity! They no longer knew who they were. How heartbreaking!!! How terribly heartbreaking!!
The people who held them in their captivity said your parents do not love you! If they loved you they would come looking for you but they have not come looking for you because they do not love you!! Your father at home is letting this happen to you! He sold you to us! He doesn't want you! We are the ones who care about you and you belong with us!
These cruel tormentors lied to these children! They made them believe that they were the only ones who loved them, a perverted, twisted evil love - the exact same love the world offers today!
The children eventualy believed these lies and forgot who they were! They forgot their fathers house, their fathers voice, their fathers love.. and embraced the only thing left! The one who had held them in captivity for far too long! They now became bonded to their captors!
They were taught to believe the lie and this is how they forgot who they were before - when they lived in their Fathers house and had protection, love, every provision a child should have!
These children were not only raped bodily but emotionally! Their very souls were ripped out of them as they believed the lie that their Father was not looking for them because they were not loved. They bought the lie that they were destined for a life instead of prostitution, drugs, a life spent in the darkness... even the addictions lied to them and said, it is too late. This is who you are now... just accept it... if they tried to break free their fellow inmates who did not want them to return to their fathers house said, do not listen to your fathers servants who were sent to get you - stay with us! It is better here with us where you can do whatever you feel like doing..we'll serve our own gods and do it our own way... have some more drugs... Do you see how subtle the devil is?
Oh! But the parents of these children never stopped weeping for them - desiring for them to be rescued, praying for them to be found, brought back home!
But the children did not know because no one would tell them! The church was too busy trying to get rich, the laborers were few and not many were available for the search and rescue the Father had asked for.....
Their captors continued to pour out the lies, the drugs, the abuse until they believed this was who they truly were! Not the person they were in their fathers house but the person they had become! They lost their very identity! Their innocence was taken. Many of them said, it is too late. My father would not want me now. I am damaged goods, I have done terrible things, he would not ever accept me as I am now it is too late. Others said, I never had a father, if he loved me he would not have allowed this to happen to me,,, so they did not come either... because no one was willing to press on through the night and look for these lost lambs.....
Then the Lord said to my heart, this is what I called my servants to do.. to go and find these ones who were stolen by the devil and bring them back to the Me for My Son has paid the ransom for their deliverance! These are the ones I want!
Jesus says: This is my bride! Go and find my bride! The ones my Fathers heart cries out for and my heart cries out for and the Spirit of God will lead you to them! They are on that Message Board you are writing on! These are my children that I want back and it is time for the devil to release them!
The Correction of the Lord that came after this revelation:
After the Lord revealed the Fathers love for his children he put it on my heart to call a brother in the Lord I know to be full of Gods love. More than any other person I can think of in the body of Christ Phillip is overflowing with the love of Jesus. His heart is overflowing with love for the worst of sinners - even those who despise God. He is a true laborer. He loves unconditionally.
I called Phillip and asked him to pray with me and I poured out of my heart all the Father had shown me and he said, that was the call of the church! But they became taken up with their own interests and would not go out to find these children! If any of you ever met Phillip you would know he is the most loving person - he has a great heart for the lost and despises cold dead religion that bears no fruit! He despises the very thought of someone not walking in the kind of Love Jesus has for the lost ones.
I said to him, I was so confused last night! I posted a video called 23 minutes in hell by Bill Weiss and it offended some people and I apologised and said, it was never my intention! I should not have posted that video! I was not thinking and I will never do it again! I felt I did this without the leading of the Holy Spirit because people didn't even watch it.......and he said to me, Do not ever apologise for what the Spirit of God leads you to do. I was told to do the same thing by the Holy Spirit - even to give the very same message - in book form - to my next door neighbor who is an atheist and does not believe in hell.
I said, What??!!! What did you do? He said, the Holy Spirit told me to give her the book 23 minutes in hell, Bill Weiss! It is true! Jesus wants the world to know what Satan has done to the children he paid a ransom for - the ones who refused to come home and are now being tormented by the devil eternally because they no longer wanted their fathers home. They preferred the devils home to the Fathers and did not realize what a trick it was!
That when they left the earth there would be no more pleasurable season of sin... they would then be separated forever and the devil would reveal his full wrath once they went down to the pit! I said, God forgive me! I didn't know until this morning. I did not know Calvary love until this morning because it seemed to me I had made a terrible mistake. I knew Bill Weiss was telling the truth because the Holy Spirit told me long ago - his story was true and he was commanded to go tell the world about the place God didn't want any of his children going to! Then I asked myself, Why would God want me to hide and cover up what the devil has done to some of his children! God didn't tell me to hide it! That was satan trying to shut me up! Now I will do the will of the Father and the Son and the Holy Ghost and go tell the people that the Fathers love is so great that he wanted his children to know and to see what the devil had done to some of his children and that he said, NO MORE! I am sending out my servants to find my little lost children to bring back to me because I have ransomed them with my Sons own Blood on Calvary's tree! Amen and Amen! Do it Father, In Jesus Name!