How does one talk to something that doesn't exist??
Your absolutely correct, Dr. Grump, if indeed He does not exist. Thats the crux that must be encountered and objectively dealt with.
I come from an extreme scientific education, and all the evidence of His existence was so overwhelming that I had to face this crux in my own life. Was I going to be my own lord and master, or was I going to open my eyes of intellect, and accept all the evidences of intelligence in this creation I exist in, and its concurrence with biblical scripture and be absolutely honest with myself.
I caved-in, accepted, and have never regretted it.
The Christian life has been actually harder than before my conversion, but the security, love, strength and encouragement in my life by a living God has trumped anything the world can concoct.
I no longer face challenges alone, but know that I'm supported by a far greater strength, and wisdom than I could ever imagine.
Call it self-deluded, but remember, these words came from a man who has lived life on both sides........has embraced science as his god, and believed that self control was the master of all obstacles. I know otherwise now.
No more fighting the good fight.........the fight has been won..........Now it's just a few "mop-up" skirmishes to remind me that humility allows me more strength than pride. As that strength is not my own, but His, given to me as a gift of love.