I recognize the fact that there may be a being powerful enough to be called a god. If real I doubt he cares what I think.When you recognized you're agnostic, did you continue to join community worship, or did you stop going? Why did you choose to either continue to attend church or stop attending church?
I used a church to get a job. I use church to get handouts for food. A Mormon Church brought us Thanksgiving dinner. I stay in the closet.