Haha. It's always funny when someone tries to tell me what I think or feel. It takes a lot of arrogance to try to tell someone what is in their mind or heart.
Once again, you show that you have zero understanding on what it's like to be a child of God.
Obeying is not a "slave thing" at all. I do it because I WANT to, because I have learned first-hand, from life experience, that God's ways are simply better, wiser and much much more to my advantage than the ways of this messed up world.
Whenever someone becomes a true believer and follows Jesus, it is out of their own volition, because they have "tasted and seen" that God is GOOD, and that Jesus is the way. Jesus came to show the world the way. It's up to each of us to accept that or not.
But you couldn't be more wrong if you tried, in thinking that we do this out of fear, as if God was evil. LOL. That is logically impossible.
The best decision I ever made in my life was coming to Christ. I had no fear before I became a believer, because... well, I didn't believe any of it was true. And after I became a believer, I had no fear, because I then knew that God is GOOD, and God is love. And as a child of God, whom have I to fear?