new to forums..so sad/paranoid

[rtwngAvngr]

April Fools' Right? Someone please?! Tell me this is a joke.

Sparxinthedark. George Bush is the anwer, not the problem.

Just remember, the evil one utters the prettiest wonders and may commit wonders which may even convince the very wise!

Think Gannongate. Harp on that for a year, that'll surely get hillary elected.

 

[Shattered]

Hmmm, paranoia or just looking to see what you can stir up here? why in the hell are you posting this info an a political message board?

Cause we have the cute cow emoticon.

 

[Annie]

Hmmm, paranoia or just looking to see what you can stir up here? why in the hell are you posting this info an a political message board?

Told you, you have been missed!

 

[5stringJeff]

thank you for the responses. I'm feeling a little better now, but it's morning and my paranoia doesn't get so bad until later in the day.

someone asked me what medication im on. I take Geodon . I dont really like the stuff. I've been thinking about trying haldol. I've also been on Abilify... and a bunch of others .

oh, someone was mentioning a "trip" i've never done any drugs or alchohol.


don't feel sorry for me though. Even though it's painful. It's good that i know the truth.

-becka




(someone said i should use the row the tin foil hats, i would,but i couldn't find it.
...i thought this cow was cute)

Becka, I will second -=d=-'s advice: if you are on medication, continue to take it. Also, I would encourage you to seek counseling, if you aren't already.

 

[Joz]

hi, my name's Becka, im 18..im new to these forums....
I just got out of the hospital again yesturday partly because of these "paranoid delusions" that the doctors like to call them . They diagnosed me with paranoid schizophrenia, but im sick of everyone telling me that im just delusional. I am just one of the very very few people who really know the truth of what's going on in this messed-up world. I'm not going to fall into oblivion. They are trying to force these meds down my throat so that i will be oblivious and robotic like everyone else.....
-becka

My dear, becka, I know that you feel that so many are out to get you; and that you feel displaced & unhappy in the world you find yourself in.
But please understand that there are some who are truly good people. People who understand that the world is messed up, and try to make it better.

I think from everything you wrote, the doctors that have diagnosised you have done so correctly. And the medication they want you to take, it not to make you robotic, but to help you deal with the world & it's problems. I urge you to consider taking the medication for a short time, so it doesn't have time to make you a zombie and see how you do on it. I think you'll be sorry you didn't long ago.

 

[no1tovote4]

sparx,

It is very difficult but you can work on your issues yourself without medication so long as you are not a danger to yourself or others. However by your original post such ideation tells me that you may very well be a danger to yourself at the very least.

I can only hope you the best and give as much positive energy as possible. There is too much to worry about in the world without letting our minds create more and increase our anxieties. I personally was at one time diagnosed as bipolar, here are some of the things I used to push past and grow beyond the need for medications.

It is very difficult but you must begin with logical interpretation of the images and fears; it is not logical that the Feds want to know that much about you personally or that they could or wanted to archive that much information about every citizen. Begin there, challenge all of your thinking, push through it. The hallucinations and paranoia will attempt to shred your logic but you must work through it, meditation helps immensely.

Even if you are not a Buddhist I would suggest taking some meditation classes at one of the nearest Buddhist temples to wherever you are.

 

[rtwngAvngr]

Becka. You're obviously brilliant too. Keep this part of yourself. no one is saying to get rid of that. But understand that your thoughts are also colored by an emotional filter that is overinflating certain aspects of them. For instance, much of what you say is true, people are selfish, some out to control you, the world is dangerous. But you can't solve it all by being worried about it constantly. You must just find an emotional balance so your not just peaking out and wigging all the time. What people are reacting to when they tell you you're crazy is just you're biological state of arousal, which is probably quite high considering you seem kind of stressed. Your ideas are not so crazy, you just need to get controlled a little better. It's hard to bite your tongue I know. When someone is obviously just refusing to see it. You cannot talk your way out of clinical dignostic setting, the social setup is all wrong. The doctor can never be wrong. You know what to say. Say it and do it. They can never steal your real thoughts from you. See which drugs even you out. Then get out and write a book. Then we can have a real debate, LIB!

 

[5stringJeff]

Then we can have a real debate, LIB!

Was that really necessary? Someone is having a mental health problem, posts on here for some venting/assistance, an you just automatically call her a lib?

 

[rtwngAvngr]

Was that really necessary? Someone is having a mental health problem, posts on here for some venting/assistance, an you just automatically call her a lib?

Why don't you just close the thread then.

 

[5stringJeff]

Why don't you just close the thread then.

I'm just saying that calling someone a "lib" just because their first post doesn't praise the policies of GWB is ridiculous.

 

[rtwngAvngr]

I'm just saying that calling someone a "lib" just because their first post doesn't praise the policies of GWB is ridiculous.

She was critical of the religious right. She seemed to be a little "enviro-friendly". To me these two clues indicate it's a lib. Elementary.

 

[5stringJeff]

She was critical of the religious right. She seemed to be a little "enviro-friendly". To me these two clues indicate it's a lib. Elementary.

So that precludes compassion for someone with obvious mental health needs? Gimme a break. Not everything in the wolrd revolves around politics.

 

[rtwngAvngr]

So that precludes compassion for someone with obvious mental health needs? Gimme a break. Not everything in the wolrd revolves around politics.

Why do you infer the most sinister of motives from my innocent actions? I gave the kid some advice. Why do you seek conflict?

 

[5stringJeff]

Why do you infer the most sinister of motives from my innocent actions? I gave the kid some advice. Why do you seek conflict?

Here was your original post to becka:

April Fools' Right? Someone please?! Tell me this is a joke.

Sparxinthedark. George Bush is the anwer, not the problem.

Just remember, the evil one utters the prettiest wonders and may commit wonders which may even convince the very wise!

Think Gannongate. Harp on that for a year, that'll surely get hillary elected.

Calling someone's post a joke, telling her that George Bush is the answer, and insinuating that she is trying to elect Hillary Clinton, inthe Health related issues forum, are "innocent actions?"

Whatever.

 

[Said1]

This thread was started in the anti-American fourm first wasn't it? Other people made fun of her too, myself included. :huh:

 

[Nienna]

Hey guys, she's only 18. She'll learn!
Can't we all just get along, now?

 

[Said1]

Hey guys, she's only 18. She'll learn!
Can't we all just get along, now?

If she's looking for attention, she certainly found it here! :

 

[Johnney]

holy shit! and i thought i was paranoid! double up on the meds hun, regular doses arent helping, and stop watching conspiracy theory

 

[budboomer]

The only advice I can give is this: The next time somone is tailgating you just drive REALLY,REALLY slow. They love that. I do it all the time. And I mean all the time because there is no shortage of assholes behind the wheel.

Keep taking your meds and seeing your shrink. If you are not getting better,get a better shrink.

 

[GotZoom]

I think, in the big picture you are just fine. And you know you are fine.

Here is a thought: My co-worker and I were at a local casino scheduling a conference. We walked in and saw about 30 elderly people in wheelchairs waiting for the buffett. Different forms of "challenge-ment" - some no legs, one leg, etc.

There were were, STANDING, looking at them laughing and carrying on waiting for their food.

Puts things in a much different perspective.