Thats a shame, but its very very impressive! "with a thought'? doesn't give a damn? Wow.
My God, the living God and God of the living, is intimately involved in the lives of all living creatures whether good or evil, clean or unclean.. If you have never seen or heard a single word from my God in your entire life then my God possibly doesn't give a damn about just you. You have perjured yourself in his name. I heard that My God could get a little testy about such things. You might want to consider the possibility that you are dead and in hell. See Zechariah 5:3
You worship a god that "doesn't give a damn about this this little speck of dust",
a false god that doesn't correspond to any real living being ever in existence. You have lost your mind. Sold your soul. What god doesn't give a fuck about earth? Satan? Who wouldn't love a god like that!

You have been abandoned to your sanctimonious folly with your false god who doesn't give a damn bullshit by My God. My god is bigger than your god. Nya nya. nanny nanny boo boo.
You have your reward already! Be happy. Woo hoo!
"Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothes?
Look at the birds of the air; they do not sow or reap or store away in barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not much more valuable than they?"
"Do not be afraid of those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul. Rather, be afraid of the One who can destroy both soul and body in hell.
Are not two sparrows sold for a penny? Yet not one of them will fall to the ground outside your Father’s care. And even the very hairs of your head are all numbered. So don’t be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows.