One can think about, and believe, in the existence of a Supreme Being/ Creator, even within the context of Jesus being an extension of the Supreme Being, without believing in what is presented to you by other human beings, including those authors whose works were selected by a committee convened by Constantine and who pretended to know what the Supreme Being/Creator wants. Kudos to you. You are just deciding not to live in a box created around you by your fellow human beings.
If there is a Supreme Being, a Creator worthy of worship by us all, he or she (a Supreme Being/Creator would not have a biological sex, or even a body of one or the other--I am God's left kidney?), this being is on duty 24/7. So why all of the suffering of people and other animals here on earth?