Interesting. All I can tell you is that the Jews believed God was loving, so maybe it's your understanding of what you are reading that is flawed. As for events depicted never happening, not sure what you are referring to but if you are reading it literally I can understand your confusion.There is profound wisdom and universal truth to be found in the Bible. I could never compare it with a simple fairy tale. Much of it is true, even if those events depicted never really happened. Unfortunately, the more I studied it, the less reason I found to believe in a loving, all powerful god who does such horrible things.I suspect there may be no passages you would accept. You think it's all fairytales, right?Depends on how you took it. But let's assume it was meant to be taken literally, how do you know what the limit of consciousness is?It always makes me scratch my head when I read about people not believing in God because He DOESN'T do magical things for them.
No faith. Matthew 17:20
How many mountains have you seen being moved lately? You know somebody would have done it by now if it was possible.
Christians crow about how accurate the bible is except for the parts where they need an excuse to ignore it. I'm just saying there aren't any mountains jumping back and forth.
I did not come to believe in God by reading other people's perception of God. I came to believe in God through observations of the natural world, myself, others, logic and experience. It was only then that I was able to make sense of the various teachings of ancient man. All I can tell you is that my confirmation came from experiencing God firsthand and witnessing the transformations which ensued. The proof is always in the pudding and my life has been enriched beyond measure for making that pudding.
If you don't feel that something is missing or the need to transform yourself, then don't.