Sorry, but you're not giving them that power. They already have it...
I've allowed nothing and I'm not trying to feel better. Hell, I feel great.
Your side has lost. You've been a failure at convincing people that abortion is wrong, even though it is. You've been a failure at convincing people that abortion should never be an option, even though it shouldn't. So, because you wear your failure like a crown, you now want the government to legislate it out of existence. The government is far too entrenched in our lives already...