The beauty of God's creation is the self compensating feature of existence. You are like the disciples in the boat in the raging storm while Jesus is sleeping. You think God is on vacation while you are in your storms, but he's not. He's there. He's pruning you. He's purifying you. Life is a crucible.As a person who was raised to be Baptist preacher I can tell you that I logically looked at what I was being taught and became a deist. Simply put we believe that God created the universe and then went on vacation.