That's just not where I chose to spend my time. I spend it with my family, and working with youth. In my experience, that is where I really feel like I am meeting my purpose, working with kids. I will have no problem answering to God how I lived my life. I'm very comfortable with that.
My career, my time, is spent working with youth and with my family--which doesn't get in the way of Church. The question was why aren't
you inspired by Church, and your answer appeared to be, "Because everyone looks bored and there is no open dialogue, only listening." If you are working with youth, then you know it is inevitable that some of them, sometimes, are going to look bored no matter what is happening. Is that going to stop you from working with them?
It's hard to phrase the question to convey what I mean and have it be taken seriously, not jokingly. What do expect to happen in Church, and what prevents that from igniting or happening? "People looking bored" actually affects you that much? It gets in the way of everything else?