It doesn't matter what you consider yourself. Nobody cares. Nobody forced you to vote for the dumpster you knew was coming. Using Trump as an excuse to choose failure is nonsensical. Prior to Covid, Trump's policies were in no way radical or new. To say a president with a record of prosperity and peace forced you to choose failure is nonsense. You have already admitted your choice had nothing to do with Trump's policy, but was about your view of him personally. You didn't like somebody, who with a good record and policies, forced you to vote for democrats. Way to go genius.