I will never change in my knowledge of Church history along with my experiences in the CC (Catholic Church) which inform me that the Catholic Church is THE Church Christ founded. That has never and will never be in question.
However, I had thought that SSPX was the true Catholic Church. Then I read some info from Novus Ordo Watch that again makes me question things.
I read many things on this topic last night; the thing that sticks most in my mind is this:
NO Watch says (my words) that the Church cannot err when declaring someone a saint; therefore the apparently fake popes who "canonized" modern popes who have died (and I heard there were no miracles attached to those popes), well.. #1, it is wrong to say that the canonizations were not infallible, as the SSPX camp supposedly does. SSPX rightly says that Vatican II (my words again) should not be adhered to because it taught heresy. But they are not seda vacantists in that they do not say tht the Chair of Peter is empty, just that the pope we have now, along with others before him recently, are not real popes (or something to that effect).
OK, so people like me, Cahtolics like me, do not know what to believe. I know I speak for probably millions of other Catholics here.. all of us confused, sometimes not even having a clue just how confused we are.. trying to make sense of all this insanity since Vat II
Even my hero Archbishop Lefebvre exhibited some confusion on what to make of the false popes. No one can blame him (us). We have never seen anything like this massive Takeover (Vatican II, a NON-dogmatic Council). It is a new thing in the Church's history.
So anyway, where was I? I don't know.. that's the problem.. Who knows what to think?
But I will keep studying this issue. All I "know" with certainty is that the last valid, truly Catholic pope was Pius XII and that Vatican II was a fake Council, as it were.. something all Catholics, confused or not, need to totally IGNORE (after studying up on it, of course, as I have).
The "REAL" church...i.e., kingdom is located only in one place. No one can find something that does not exist.....such as a physcial kingdom made like a brick and mortar building, the "Real" church is a Spiritual Israel (Israel was a physical nation once husbanded by God governed by God's Law until the nation became so lawless in living up to this personal covenant of writings recorded on stone -- Jer. 31:31-34), this New Israel now known as Christianity exists as a Spritual Kingdom and it cannot exist or be found if it is not allowed to GESTATE in YOUR HEART.
Jesus told everyone "Himself" that His Kingdom was not here (Earth), not of this world (John 18:36, John 15:19, John 17:14)......He also inspired the Apostles to record this nature of the kingdom as not being of THIS WORLD (Romans 12:2, 1 John 2:15)
Again the Kingdom/church is spiritual and must be comprehended as such in order to find it, "For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places." -- Eph. 6:12
If you do not want to live your life in misery, searching, groping for something you cannot find, set your affections on things above (heaven, the abode of God who is a Spirit), not on things of this earth. -- Col. 3:2
Again the primary reason you can't find THE REAL CHURCH/KINGDOM? The kingdom of God cometh not with observation, neither shall they say, Look Here!, Look There!, FOR BEHOLD THE KINGDOM OF GOD IS WITHIN YOU, ITS WRITTEN ON THE HEARTS OF THOSE WHO BELIEVE (Jer. 31:31-34, Luke 17

21) We are HIS PEOPLE and HE IS OUR GOD.
The true church has never been about your physcial bodies (as man has been cursed with death since man first sinned in the garden, the one thing we all have in common is the fact that our physical bodies are decaying)...........the Mission of Christ was to save the eternal spirit of man via becoming SIN HIMSELF and taking our place after having lived His entire human (Son of Man) life without SIN, becoming the perfect BLOOD ATONEMENT that flows both forward and backwards (having the power to save the righteous awaiting in the realm of the dead HADES that lived under the Old Law -- 1 Peter 3:19) As well as each generation that followed.
We can do nothing physical to atone for our consistent sinning......thus He is faithful to forgive our sins when we confess our faults that allows Him to take upon Himself the burden of Sin (1 John 1:19) For God so loved the word that He gave His only Begotten Son........." -- John 3:16