I don't fear death. I actually look forward to it. What I fear is LINGERING and living a long time. I don't want to be here past 70. Can't walk. Can't wipe my own ass. Have to depend on strangers to wipe my drool. Ignored and forgotten in a piss filled bed that some schmuck is too lazy to clean up for me since I can't do it myself. Being at the MERCY of someone who doesn't give a shit? Oh hayell no. If I am still breathing at 70, on my birthday I will give myself a present. And to me, it WILL be a present, which is getting the fuck out of this hell hole.