And I know your type. The guy who blames everyone else for his fuck ups and is jealous of everyone else because of his inferiority complex
NOt at all. There's never a point where I'd want to be you or someone like my ex-boss (who is now kissing my ass trying to get me to throw business his way). Jealousy indicates you have something I want. There's nothing you have I want, and certainly wouldn't want to emulate your narcissism and selfishness.