Since you're putting yourself out there . . .
Sounds to me like you regret your decision to go transhuman by getting the jabs. Either way, there's something dastardly wrong with the world today. People no longer want to make a stand or stand up for what they believe in. People think either choice or any choice can be the right one and no one is willing to fight for the lives of others or for what's truly right. There's good and evil in every decision in life. Every choice comes complete with two options: a good or right choice and a bad or evil choice. You can't have it both ways.
In the case of the COVID jib jabs there are consequences for getting them and for not getting them. Don't get them and become an instant pariah and face ridicule from people you thought cared deeply about you as society christens you unclean, kulak. Get them and chances are very high you've become a ticking time bomb, ticking down to the moment of your premature death. I know and am quite comfortable with the consequences for never getting them. Call it an indomitable survival instinct. Not everyone's got it. Oh well.
Certainly, I can understand reasons why a fellow human being might want to get the COVID jib jabs. Fear. Keeping one's job. Blending in. Keeping up with trends. Worshipping the State as their new God. What I can neither understand nor forgive is a rational person actually going through with it based on all the very easy to find and comprehend evidence out there that the jib jabs are very ******* bad for you.
But hey, to each their own. NOT.
