I dodn't get that. Thought if you died for your religious faith (martyred et al.) then that was a really good thing for you. You're "partying" in Paradise they always say.
Or is dying somehow bad?
Not all people believe in the heaven and hell thing when they are pressed. People don't really believe in heaven or the suicide rate would be a lot higher among Christians.
Who wouldn't kill themselves if they genuinely believed they would experience pure ecstasy for eternity?
You have to be serious with your post. People don't really believe the things that they say. This is true of religious folks more than anybody else. You know this. You just have to read between the lines and give everybody a wink and a nod.
People just say dumb shit about believing in heaven and hell. They really don't believe it. Just wink and giggle. Stop giving them such a hard time about it or they will beat up on you.
I know you don't want to open yourself up to the wrath of all they lying Christians from this forum. Do you?