Exactly. You are not on a Thor or Ra website which points to you being indifferent to them. You are not indifferent to God. I have family and friends who are atheists. They are so indifferent to God and religion, they cannot be found on a website discussing religion or God.
You have already expressed anger about hell. Because it scared you so badly, you developed the idea that it scares everyone else, too. It seems never to have crossed your mind that people of faith have very little fear of hell. Respect, yes--but fear, no. We are more in tune with what God has done for the world, for mankind, for us.
Something about God/religion bothers you. Indifferent, you are not. That leaves hate.