Hi hi hello and hi!!
Well...things are a bit better, so here I am, trying to get back into the swing of things.

FEMA decided we could keep the funds they sent us...whew!!
I have turned into the crazy cat lady. Who woulda thunk, since I am not really a cat person? But..there are a lot of skinny strays hanging around this alley we live in, and I won't see them go hungry so the guy next door also puts out food for them and I have joined him in his endeavors. One little kitty is preggers and she is due in about a week I'm guessing. I want her babies healthy...so...I feed her canned food. She is skittish..wont let me hold her, runs are the drop of a pin, but WILL get in the back of my van when I am out there smoking a cig so she can get her belly rub. Yes, this cat LIKES having her belly rubbed. Probably because her nippies are all swollen getting ready for youngsters to start suckling on them. She is a sweet kitty but still very wild. I plan to keep her that way. I don't have good luck with kitties.
MrG seems at peace hanging out in his own bedroom, and I am thrilled I have my own now too. Anne has moved in with her boyfriend and brings the dog now and then when they are traveling so I can pet sit him for the days they are gone. Otherwise, I am hanging out in the back yard piddling around with the two tomato plants I planted. I also planted some green onions and zucchini. From seed. 'Maters are already 2 feet high and I bought them that way but the other two veggies had ot be from seeds. Guy down the street has a beautiful old home with lots of geraniums and I asked if I could get a few cuttings which he agreed to so I have a small little patch in the front for flowers.
Heard from home...they have not lost us, and called me yesterday to assure me we are still on the wait list. Said to call them in the middle of June and they will let me know if we dropped down further on the list. As of now, we are #16. Been waiting 4 years now. But, I also got on the list here in Marysville..senior, low income, really nice apartments from what I could see on the outside. Their wait time is a year. I don't really care which one calls first...cuz whomever does is where we will go permanently. I like it here...all my docs are here, we know the town now, and so far the horrible summers I have been hearing about have not hit. Heck, I have the damn heater on as I type. COLD!
Went up to Paradise over the weekend. How sad was that? SAD. I think I saw 3 cars total up there on the main drag. Three. A year ago, it was like LA with the traffic. FOR SALE signs on burned property..some still messy, some cleaned up. Anne isn't sure what she is going to do with her property which IS cleaned up...said she might have a 4plex built and would we go manage it for her? I said I would have to think about it since we are not getting younger and what happens when we can't manage any more? She said it wouldn't matter...we could live there til we die. But this is going to take a couple of years to do, so...I doubt it will happen. Either the senior complex here will call, or home will call, by that time.
Red Cross sent me more money and I didn't even ask for it, but took it greatfully. I spent some on rocks...and paint pens...and a book on mandala paintings on rocks...so that's my newest hobby now. When I am not doing that or out in the garden, I am planted in front of the tv. I watch A LOT of it. But I refuse to watch news or political shows. Shit is toxic and I am so tired of the flat out hate from all sides. Its depressing and I am depressed enough without adding more to it.
I miss you guys. I think of all the arguments I was involved in before the fire...the friends I lost and gained here....the verbal fisticuffs. I miss the vibrancy of this place but I don't miss the hurt and pain I caused or was aimed at me. BUT...I smile now thinking about my pigman hunting, the gossip via PM, and in general...the LIFE this place exhibits.
I just hated being here when I was so down. Debbie Downer, I was and can still be, but I think I finally have a handle on it now. Hence..here I be.
Hope everyone is well and I am off to wander USMB and see what is happenin'.
gallantwarrior , I did listen to your voice message but have not called back cuz not sure when you are at work and when you are not. I will though. Was sick when you called and I had the phone off for a few days and thats when you called. So...don't think I am avoiding you.