As I said from the beginning...different realities. All Catholicism is to you is, "A priest did this! A nun did that!" You don't even recall people are not thrown into hell for venial sins (meat on Friday, sex sins). You don't recall that God doesn't throw anyone into hell--they choose to be there. One messed up Catholic kid.
Naw, I think I'm pretty much got my head on straight, because I started to suspect they were full of it when Sr. Mary Butch said the "Wicked" babies deserved to drown, and definitely confirmed it when Sr. Mary Lezbo said God had a good reason for my mom to die.
My reality: Religion never was something that gets us to the next life. It is a guide to get us through this life. The next life will take care of itself. It is this life that is our immediate problem/concern. The Way (or the Code We Live By) makes a difference. Jesus had such a code, and his Way, his Code has been invaluable to me.
But that's not what they taught. All the other churches were wrong and they were right.
As far as Jesus' Code, when I actually meet someone who follows it (not you, Christian Right), then I'll take it seriously. A MAGA hat and a crucifix should be counter-indicative, but they are not. Let's pay a porn star for sex, just like Jesus did.
Somehow you ended up despising a nun who clumsily tried to say something meaningful to you in a heartbreaking moment. So you despise her and hold all priests and nuns in contempt. I had a nun who was deliberately very cruel to me, but in the end all I had was compassion for her obvious unhappiness. Different realities. I see priests and nuns as people with their own issues, but who still hope to find a way to serve God. Many are inspiring. Some, not so much.
Uh, no, they were pretty cruel throughout the whole 12 year experience. After making my childhood miserable, the old witch had the nerve to say that? Yes, I am very sorry no one gave that old bat some sensible shoes and some scented candles, she might have been a less miserable person.
In any case, you have been so busy hating the people of the Church, it seems you never gave God or gave Jesus a second thought. It is something you and nomadic5 seem to have in common--so focused with finding fault with and within an organization that God and the teachings of Christ fall unnoticed by the wayside. And that's a shame.
The problem is the organization is corrupt by it's nature. It's the whole freaking history of Crusades, Inquisitions, witch burnings, Cadaver Trials, collaboration with the Nazis, and I could go on and on. Know them by their works. It's not just a few bad apples, it's centuries of empowering bad apples.
Although I do think the Cadaver Synod was still pretty funny in a morbid sort of way.