Do you ever read the Sunday comics ? When I was a little kid, I used to put my face right up to them and I was just amazed because it was just this massive dots. I think life is like that sometimes but I'd like to think, from God's perspective life, everything even death, makes sense . It's not just dots instead we're all connected and it's beautiful, and it's funny, and it's good. From this close we can't expect it to make sense right now... To be continued !