OhPleaseJustQuit
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.Well, I happen to believe based on how wretchedly I've lived that i won't be one of those blessed few that will be among the chosen. Trying to amend my ways.....but it isn't about "trying."
It's about accepting and remaining and it seems every time I start down that path of righteous living...another tidal wave of whatever overwhelms me.
Envy many that have the will to keep fighting. I simply have too many struggles. With pride...anger, drinking...to name a few.
I am pretty much nowhere near what I was ever called to be or what I am supposed to be.
I do believe that Christ is real. That He is coming back. It's more based on the fact that I see all of this unreal wickedness unfolding right before our eyes.
I would say as much as 99 percent of those that will be in eternal hell don't know they are going there. Then there are ones like me....who sort of pretty much know we are.
Hence, the drinking.Need prayers
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Boy, howdy. Pride is the tough one for me.
Since I have never struggled much with substances, it's not high on my list.
I will pray for you.
I have been sliding ever closer to Christ for what I think is a similar reason you yours -- that the devil's presence grows ever more obvious by the day and I simply will not accept that this chaos is the normal, natural order of things, so there must be a force greater that will balance the chaos.
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