Why do you enjoy killing? Especially as a Christian, and especially when it's unnecessary.
Did you know that the few hunters mentioned in the bible were bad characters? The main hunters mentioned were Nimrod, and Esau.
Nimrod (whose name itself means rebellion) was said to have been part Nephilim and part human, and is considered to be a figure of rebellion against God. Since there are so many parallels with Nimrod and Gilgamesh, many scholars believe Nimrod was Gilgamesh, and he was a violent, tyrannical, anti-God type of individual... as you can read
here.
As for Esau, he made bad decisions that resulted in serious repercussions (like trading his birthright for a bowl of stew) and the bible says God loved Jacob but hated Esau. (Malachi 1:2-3, Romans 9:13)
We've gone over this before on other threads, so I don't want to go over it again (especially since it's off topic) but since God's perfect will is peace and harmony between humans and animals and
not needless killing.... why dismiss His perfect will to instead choose needless violence and killing?
If you enjoy killing innocent beings, you're probably not going to like the New Earth, since it will be a restoration of Eden, a place of peace and harmony among all creation, no more wars, no more slaughterhouses, no more flesh eating or any of the ways of this fallen world.
Read the following description.... it sounds to me like you probably won't like it, or be prepared for it.
The wolf will live with the lamb,
and the leopard will lie down with the goat.
The calf, the young lion, and the fatling will be together,
and a child will lead them.
The cow and the bear will graze,
their young ones will lie down together,
and the lion will eat straw like the ox.
An infant will play beside the cobra’s pit,
and a toddler will put his hand into a snake’s den.
None will harm or destroy another
on My entire holy mountain,
for the land will be as full
of the knowledge of the Lord
as the sea is filled with water.
Isaiah 11:6-9