Missed taking your meds again? Have a friend or neighbor sit with you until this passes. Whatever you do, don't jump, things will get better.
Well, the universe exists for sure. If you think God does too then you have to reconcile the big bang and God. Since logicly there had to be space for the space the universe now is to occupy, logicly there had to have been a universe here already for the new universe to occupy. So if God created the big bang and that overwrote a preexisting universe you have to ask if it was inhabited. And because it's God we're talking about why would God have created a lifeless universe?
Ergo, God wiped out an entire universe filled with however many sentient beings. Not like it's without precedent. Wiped out an entire planet but for a boatload of 'special' ones. And if God exists, then all the supernovas, black holes, gamma ray bursts wiping out whole solar systems are by God's consent. God is in effect a mass murderer of galactic proportions.