fncceo
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- Nov 29, 2016
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Today, I did something I've never done before in my life. It goes against how I was raised, the ethics by how I have lived my life, and the very core of my culture.
Maybe living in a collapsing social order has loosened my moral integrity. Maybe I'm just an evil person who can't control my impulses. I'm not excusing myself, but I wouldn't have done it if I didn't need food.
I only hope that, someday, after sufficient contrition, penance, I can win back the trust of G-d, my community, and the world at large.
Today .... I went grocery shopping ... I can't even type the words ... in sweat pants!
Maybe living in a collapsing social order has loosened my moral integrity. Maybe I'm just an evil person who can't control my impulses. I'm not excusing myself, but I wouldn't have done it if I didn't need food.
I only hope that, someday, after sufficient contrition, penance, I can win back the trust of G-d, my community, and the world at large.
Today .... I went grocery shopping ... I can't even type the words ... in sweat pants!